what a messed up of july

hello folks :)
am tifa, am turning 21 .. not quite fluently in writing or whatever stuff like this hehe but am trying  .. hmm my recently activities are stressed out about the last final exam of this semester and looking forward to making significant progress on my thesis woaaahhhh time flies very fast indeed.

okey lets begin !
July ..
what a rough month ya, this is what we called "high expectation leads to disappointment" huhuh . I thought the month that am waiting for so long ended with happy, but it didn't ...
WHY ?! this month supposed to be my 3rd yrs anniv with him HOWEVE' we're ended our relationship (still not believing) :( . It took encourage to decide what the best path for us, not only today but we have to think about are we ready to face our future if we are still with this LDR.

Seriously, LDR is freaking freaking damn hard. If u r not serious w/ this, should get it over with a snap ahaha jk :p .. well its not about how you communicate daily but in my case we didn't capable to set our quality times and also another conflict that always haunting us , woaahhh what a pathetic.
To be frank, am never ever set my goals in any further steps in my relationship, its not because I didn't have any propose in my life but if you are take it easy or whatever it is, lets love itself and God guiding you till you know where the best pathway u will end it. The other side, he's not just into me hiks hiks ..